We care, for the better.
A place for families, because you don't have to use drugs to be affected by them.
- How do I know if they're using drugs?
- Why do they use drugs/alcohol?
- Is it my fault?
- How can I cope with their behaviour?
- Understanding the stages of addiction and recovery
- Where do I get the help I need?
- Getting support for your loved one
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Terrified of losing you to crystal death
Posted by Ruth95 on 3 January 2015.
My boyfriend has been in recovery for 2 months now after heavily using crystal meth for a year. He destroyed his life and lost everything (job, home and his parents) in the space of 4 weeks. He broke my heart over and over again watching the states he used to get himself into. I watched him lose his mind. some times he got violent and aggressive so unlike the intelligent funny and caring law graduate who he is. I am overjoyed at the progress he has made. He is a real inspiration and showing no signs of going back. But I still have this fear when ever he walks out the door, or as soon as something goes a little wrong that I am going to lose him to the drug again. I love him unconditionally, but when is the past going to stop hunting me, when will I stop being afraid, when will I be able to a live a normal life?
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